Happy Days All Around

Tom’s mum called at 7am to say that Tom had been taken to hospital in a critical condition and was now in Intensive Care in a very serious situation.

SMS. 8.52. (Tom) I’m thinking of you – Chris

Bloody hell! He got an infection or a temperature, or something?

I so wanted to resign today. Same shit, different year. All the same incompetence’s. And then it could be all over, just like that. Am I beating my head against the same wall?

It’s too much.

Actually, it is all too much.

And then I come home to Tim and Nicholas fighting. Nicholas is stoned and asleep on the couch. Tim goes to bed.

Nicholas is lying on the couch. Beautiful Nicholas. Sometimes you/I can’t help but notice how perfect he is, it can just catch you/I unexpectedly/off guard. Imagine being so beautiful, imagine how that affects your life? I am good looking, good looking enough to be able pick up any guy I set my mind on. If I go to a sexy club, or a bar, or a dance party, I can pick up whoever I like. But I don’t think that way unless I am horny and want sex. Imagine being take-your-breath-away good looking, like Nicholas is. Imagine being that good looking? Imagine how that would affect you with the reaction of everyone you meet? Imagine that? 

And apparently, he has an enormous cock. He doesn’t like anyone touching, let alone going near his arse, so Tim, who was/is a top had to pivot pretty quickly, all according to Tim once he’s had too much chardonnay.

Nicholas has this thing he does, that I have never really seen anyone else do, which I am not really sure how to explain it. If he wants you to do something, or he wants you to agree with him, he fixes you in his gaze and he makes his big, beautiful blue eyes just sparkle irresistibly. I reckon he has some idea that he knows he does it, probably from years of being able to cast the spell, because he has this amazing smile that goes with the dazzling eye thing. And, I kid you not, it kind of makes you catch your breath, he is so beautiful. It’s not sexual, it is hypnotic.

So, I guess, you may understand that Tim is quite controlling, which is usually the source of their fights.

Yeah, but, truthfully, I don’t think about Nicholas that way. What I know about him is that is he is a really sweet guy. Nicholas is a lovely friend, genuine and honest, and that is the only way I think about him.

But, you know, after smoking bongs with him and getting stoned with him, and then he just passes out on the couch, like he has, well, I’m not dead, I still look. (Nicholas is movie star handsome) But seriously, I don’t think about him that way at all.

But tonight, I’ll give it to Tim, he was persistent. He kept coming out and waking Nicholas up until Nicholas, finally, looked up bozz-eyed, staggered to his feet and stumbled off to bed, of course, with a gorgeous smile.

Oh, happy days.