Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Bugger! (and not in the good way)

I had it today. I had clicked into no smoking mode, I could feel it, that centred, calm place. Quite relaxed about it, I was - warm and even.

But, then someone in the office suggested going out for a cigarette and I felt myself make the decision to smoke. Against what I was feeling. I decided to smoke.

Smack to the forehead! (big eyes)

Look of bewilderment! (I'm off for a puff)


No comments: