Sunday, June 12, 2005

Vampire Hours

12.30am - Hello world.


I'm good, I reckon. Oh, big sleep. Now, if I can just work out what day it is?

christian


Aby and Rob are out. They were here when I ventured down for a moment, some time ago.

Mark has called twice, but I hesitated, when I got up, calling back because it was after midnight, so I didn’t call at all. I can’t remember if they had guests up there or not.

Last night was okay. We sat around and chewed the fat…all on pills and then the speed came out, so, of course, I partook with some of that. How much Serotonan do I have left? Nill. Zip. Gone. That’s what I reckon.

Two joints down.

It’s the middle of the night, Sunday. Okay.

Missy’s at my feet, lazily bleating.

It’s 2.11 and my fuzzy head just gazes at the screen.

Three joints.

I’m nearly out of pot. Rats!

I like playing Hearts when I’m stoned. I can focus like the great chess masters. Everything else fades away.

Four joints.

I’ve changed my status on gaydar from just browsing to meet now “coming down.”

I just like getting messages. I never actually ever plan to meet anyone. I think you get more notice if you say hook up now. Funny about that, huh?

Back to bed to watch porn. Now if my cock wasn’t so sore…



8am

Aby’s moved out. She’s taken all of the main things and moved to Elwood. I noticed more things gone as the day progresses. Not sure when all of that happened, must have been yesterday.

It felt weird…gone, just like that.

I walked down to the coffee shop twice, once at 9am and once at 10am just in case they were getting to work late on a holiday weekend. The first time, I had been playing with my cock just before I left and I had quite a hardie as I wandered down there in tracky pants and no jocks. I wanted someone to notice and a part from there being hardly anyone around, no one noticed.



Morning Again

Tis Sunday Miss, delightful restful, middle of the weekend Sunday no less.

I feel quite rested today - over the previous weekend perhaps!

Now, what's on again this arvo/evening??

xT



I did my washing.

I lay on the couch and smoked the rest of my pot and watched Big Brother Friday Night Challenge and Uplate, which Aby had taped for me.

I lay on the couch and watched Sunday afternoon.

Mark and Luke woke me from sleep on the couch when they arrived just before Big Brother started.


SMS. 19.21. You alright Miss? – Tom

SMS. 19.24. Splendid – christian

SMS. 19.54. I think Dean was charmingly nervous and unsettled. Michelle is a goner – Tom

SMS. 19.58. Very charming! Woof! – christian


Michelle was evicted.

Mark and Luke didn’t seem very happy. They were going to a party, which was the reason they came down, but I’m not sure if that was still the plan after they had been here. I asked Mark but he just mumbled his reply, which I didn’t hear. They left here to go to Aby’s. (never thinking to ask me)

I watched Law & Order and NCIS and remembered a secret stash of pot that I had.

It was a pretty lazy day all around.

It’s now mid night.

I fell asleep watching Mr Bean.


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