I don't know why I thought of this, but it suddenly came to me, at the Xmas party a number of the girls in the team said a lot about not having seen me for ages. At the time, I kind of thought it was nice, sort off, but unnecessary. I was a little taken a back, thinking I never thought they cared that much about seeing me in the office.
Today, I am thinking they were trying to bring up why I wasn't in the office like they had to be in the office. I think they were questioning why I was working at home more than I was supposed to.
We're all now expected to spend a percentage of our time in the office, for me, working 3 days a week, I am supposed to work 1 day in the office per week, which I don't do. No, I don't.
I think I have proved I can work efficiently from home over the last 4 years keeping the SS Legal Firm afloat, so I don't see why I should go back to the office now that I have had a taste of the very excellent thing of working from home.
I think they were questioning that?
Bitches! (Ha ha, that's human nature, I guess)
Oh, maybe they were being nice, missing me. Ha ha, no one is that nice.
There was a part of me that was kind of uncomfortable with their questioning at the time, but I just thought it was me finding it hard to take, what was effectively, a compliment, if you know what I mean, but it suddenly dawned on me recently really what that feeling was.
They weren't complimenting me, they were bitching with a smile.
I don't know how this is going to end, and frankly I don't care because, you know, life is too short to be unhappy trudging into the office when I don't want to.
I'm prepared to chuck the job in. Life is just too fucken short, I learnt that from working at the awful law firm before this one.
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