I couldn't help myself, how gorgeous does he look? I always love a guy when he cries, it stirs something deep down inside me. And it's not always just sympathy.

That has led to some interesting moments with ex-boyfriends, where they are teary sad about something and there I am being comforting, but secretly getting all hot and flustered at the same time.

They go for a hug for to be consoled, and I'm puckering up trying to, er, kiss them, but pulling away at the last second to give them a squeeze and some sympathy. "There, there, it will be alright."

Oh, I do laugh now when I think about it. I'm not sure they have ever really realised. No, I don't think they have.

Is that weird? I guess it’s a bit weird. But it’s an emotional thing, crying, so maybe it’s not that weird. Maybe, not so weird.

I don't know, I have never really thought about it before. This is the first time I have said it out loud.

Ah, the things you do.