Glasshouse

David has broken it off with American Tony, so Tony is heading back to the USA, after selling up his life for a chance of love with David. I can't imagine what it would feel like to be able to gather all of my worldly possessions together in two suitcases, when I was in my forties. He sold his car and gave up his place and now he has to go home to nothing and start again, now it hasn't worked out with David.

So we sat in front of the open fire, Mark, Luke, me and David and deconstructed David's input into the whole David/Tony affair - jumping in the deep end, after only knowing Tony for, at the very most, ten days, on holidays in San Francisco, early in the year. Opinion was divided. Tony is an adult and he made his choices, end of story. David should take into account and did have some responsibility for what Tony was giving up to be with him. I was of the opinion that Tony is an adult.

David said he turned into a bastard. He said it bought up all his old hurts from previous relationships, unexpectedly.

Mark & Luke were down so we ate Indian take-away. Mark & Luke always want Indian take away. Missy slept, luxuriously stretched out, in front of the orange flames, all night.

We walked to the Glasshouse to listen to the DJ line up. There was a chill in the air. The night was dark and shiny. The music was good, the lights were flashing, the smoke machine was pumping. But, there was too much xx chromosome represented and not nearly enough xy.

We got there at 1.45am, fuck the 2am lockout.

There were a couple of adorable straight boys dancing, with eyes only for their girlfriends, though. We all liked the bulge in the tall Italian boys pants. Shane said, He'd be like having a tall Matt. Bigger, taller, stronger. Shane's eyes sparkled at the thought.

We're friends with the owner, Maria, so we chatted with her for a while.

Nice beer garden, I don't think I've ever been out there. We could have taken a joint, after all.

The beautiful Sebastian was to have met us, after he'd been to two other parties, but he text late to say he'd picked up some girl and that he was heading home with her.