Screaming Silently into the Void

I feel like crap, on the edge, staring down from the precipice, want to scream, yell, lay very still. Burn! Kick my arms and legs. Explode.

Every cell in my body is humming. Ahhhhhhhhhhhh! But I've had no cigs, no joints, no evil tobacco and now I'm crawling into my cave. Pull the doona over my head and stop breathing! Scream silently into the void!

I bought mangos to eat, but instead drank 3 glasses of red wine. Hick! Now I'm light-headed on top of it all.

I'm ready for day 3. Really day 2 because last night I, well, you know... Bring it on!

I should go walking, riding, running, something?