Thursday, January 18, 2007

Day 4 - Back to Crap

I feel like shit; tired, nauseous, flat, sweaty, vague, dizzy, weak and, maybe, just a little depressed.

The first week is always a killer.

Withdrawing? No fucking shit, Sherlock!

I'm going to bed.


That's 120 cigarettes I haven't smoked, though... so it's not all bad. And I haven't felt like having one, not really. My mind has played tricks on me, sure, but it has only been fleeting.

My ex-girlfriends and ex-boyfriends (I have two of each) have all called and given me encouragement. Got to love 'em for that.

 

1 comment:

Bold oy! said...

It's a roller coaster but it's worth it.

I did it 30 years ago and I would probably have been dead if I hadn't.

I'm with you :-)