SMS. 7.54. Christian – christian
SMS. 7.54. Thought it was, just making sure –
Angelo
Missy's happy and well. I
put her on my bed to sleep last night, but she slept in the wardrobe instead.
She's still sniffing out her new environment, but she seems quite calm and not
too stressed.
christian
Thank you so much... She
has a bit of a wardrobe fetish. Thanks for helping me out by looking after her
– I will let you know as soon as I have found a new home for her. Kiss Kiss...
Tim
Don't stress, she's a
gorgeous cat. You know, yesterday I thought that I should just keep her, as I
did, I looked down at my black T-shirt and jeans to see that I was completely
covered in cat fur - of course, she is probably malting more so than usual from
being stressed - but I guess that is the reason for me not really wanting a
cat.
But she is absolutely no
problem, so just when you can. Don't stress about it.
christian
I nearly died when she
came out of the box and saw that hair.... It may be her losing her winter coat –
She roughed herself up a bit on the way over in that box... I tell ya!!
Tim
Mark and Luke
Are you back yet?
christian
Hey Christian.
Hope
your day is going as well as can be expected J
I hope I didn't upset you
in that conversation Christian.
xT
My day is progressing...
and I feel quite fine, all things considering.
How are you feeling? Good,
I hope.
No, you didn't upset me,
nothing like that, not at all, not for a minute. I guess I railed against all
the people who are a shelf down in intelligence and personal responsibility to
you. It wasn't a drama, at all. I was more surprised at my own tornado in
writing it and I decided that i don't have to defend Peter, he is a big boy
now. So, I guess that is a good thing.
So, one hour down, blah,
blah to go. Of course, I was 20 minutes late, so the first hour has gone fast.
He, he.
christian
I'm glad it’s you and not
me (in the worst possible way) that has to be somewhere. I slept from 9 last
night till 8 this morning. I feel "okay".
Off to Sydders tomorrow!
xT
Should I be more worried
about that and you than I have been of you and the last week?
christian
Nah
not at all Sydney is quiet times for me these days
J Tom
Probably
just as well at this particular point in time. Hey?
christian
definitely just as well.
Tom
Lucky you. I wish I was
heading off to Sydney for a week, right about now. A lazy week in the Emerald
City to start the New Year, taking in the sights, enjoying the Harbour Cities
particular beauty would be lovely.
When are you back?
christian
I'm back next Wednesday J
Tom
I
don’t think I am well enough to go!
Tom
Probably best, miss.
Probably best. (And hardly surprising, I say very quietly)
christian
absolutely hardly
surprising I’ve been sick since the 16th
i KNOW thats wot u mean
if u are trying to imply
that u know an alternative future based on my experiences of the last three
weeks, please enlighten me with proof
Tom
The first reason... and I
know by the second why I said it very quietly.
christian
hmph
Tom
Well Miss, if you're
sick, you are sick.
christian
Miss
Caroline says I'm getting
better, because when we talked on the phone tonight I laughed, giggles and
grunted without coughing, so therefore
(A) I must be getting
better because i NEVER laugh when crappy
AND
(B) I have the lungs to
do it with
I like that forecast.
I still think that i
won't be able to go, but that's life. As
a wise man once said to me today, if you're sick, you're sick.
You know, I really
enjoyed my time at Ron's.
"Perhaps" the
second day was a little excessive, but truly Christian, I can't tell you the
last time I was cuddled and cuddled for hours.
I can actually, Beyond
July.
Even though it's
"possible" that the price I paid for that cuddling was Sydney, I'm
not sure I didn't get a good deal.
I'm a fragile little
petal, as you well know, and hands on my body and love poured into me does me
an immeasurable world of good.
I stress the world
"cuddle" because I swear Josh (O’Grady), I may have had an erection
for 20 mins of the 24 hour total in the boudoir. Really most I could do was just lie there and
kiss and be kissed. Every now and then I
was able to be on top of either of them, and both once, but only for short
times (soft dicked of course).
I was really glad to
connect with Craig too, who has never remembered me, and actually only threw
out the offer on Jan 1 pragmatically because the other option was them going to
Club 80 or the sauna, and I was close.
He feels differently now
– apparently I'm THE Tom even when I'm almost dead Tom. (Actually, THAT Tom is
who I am now ).
I have to laugh at how
easy it is to please people off their faces – I wont him them to it, but they
told me they were their BEST EVER threesome – and I didn't do anything!!
Too funny.
(Well, kissing Craig for
hours and fisting Josh to my elbow do count as something I guess)
So, I think if that's the
trade I made (re: Sydney), I'm okay with that.
Hope your day okay, and
I'm sorry I got grumpy with you earlier.
You are my best friend and you don't deserve nasty.
Love Tom
I think a trade of the
weekend of Josh and Craig is a better deal than Sydney, if that's how it pans
out. I know which I'd rather do! Although, predictably, Josh may be a little
fat for me, to tell you the truth. And I only say that because I'm kind of
surprised by it, him being a health professional and all... I thought he'd be
into being fit, no healthy, I suppose. I guess that's what love does to you, so
it must be grand. Lovely really, in all truth.
I haven't judged you once
for the weekend, I can truthfully say. Probably too out of it, to be sure. Love
is a great healer, facilitator of health. Threesomes and love, I have had a
little experience. There is still a part of me that thinks threesomes are good
for the soul – I don't just mean a shag at the sauna, of course – the combined
energy of three relationships is very powerful and so unlike any two-way with
only one relationship. To be touched is to be healed. To be loved is to be made
invincible. To share so easily makes us all better people.
I'd trade Sydney for
cuddles any day. (Even though I know that's not quite your point) And I've
always know that Josh is a lovely, caring, interested, genuine bloke. (I'm
starting to practice my decision to write bloke instead of guy) And now, I
guess, I know Craig a little better too.
I had a lovely time at
Perry's myself, it is gorgeous to gather the tribe and be so relaxed and so at
peace with the world, in our own happy group. To laugh and to have fun is a
powerful tonic.
My first thought this
morning was that I wanted to go back and do it all again.
And the "when you're
sick you're sick" comment is nothing I don't practise myself. E.g. Beyond.
It's a truth, I meant it in no other way.
You're still THE TOM to
me.
And, I'm not sure if this
is good or bad, I didn't realise that you got crabby with me this afternoon.
Actually, I guess I did, but didn't take it on as a serious thing. I'm a big
boy regarding nasty.
Big smile.
christian
yes.
Josh
is a bit fat isn’t he?
Hard
to pay him attention with Craig getting into you, let me tell ya
J Tom
Regarding Josh...I still
have that picture of him and David (Heller) on the dance floor at Cadillac bar
being incredibly beautiful naughty boys. (amongst other) There was an aura
about them that was sublime, no magical. Quintessential. I'm not really sure
why, but it is one of my fondest memories. (I guess that is drug fuel
experiences for ya) But I think it is one of the reasons why I'm surprised when
I see him now. He's just not a fat person in my mind, which is the
contradiction, like car sickness; eyes playing tricks with the brain. He never
will be, I guess, in some strange kind of way. He'll always be handsome
Christian.
he
still is handsome josh J
Tom
That
is what I said.
christian
i
am agreeing with u J
Tom
Just as well!
christian
I know!
Tom
Good!
christian
You know
how I told you that Manny called me about 7pm Saturday to say he was coming
over and the next thing I knew, his handsome face was close to mine saying wake
up. It was a gorgeous moment, as I came out of slumber. Well…
He said to
me tonight that he had lay there for a while and was talking to me and I was
answering him. I guess I should actually keep this to myself but, he asked me
if I loved him and I answered yes.
christian
he's fucking with
your head and i know u *do* love him... he just should have asked u if u were
IN LOVE with him
Tom
He’ll
probably turn out to be one of the great disappointments of my life, that boy.
christian
only
if u don’t pull yr head out of his arse every now and then to take a look see
Tom
beyond
jan 29?
So
close to perfection. As if I needed any more proof, there is no god!
christian
Yes
to Beyond
Good.
Tom
SMS. 21.54. Apparently, you were dancing to
the shit music too – D
SMS. 21.56. I don’t
understand? – christian
D called a few minutes later to say that the
had just been discussing the music at Witness Protection and despite my
protests to the contrary, I was dancing up a storm all night.
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