Wednesday, January 28, 2004

Gay/Dah

Goodness Miss.

Hope this finds you feeling well...

I've got a nose chokka with snot and aren't feeling the best - thank the goddess that I didn't have any twitch on the weekend...

Hmmm, I *have* been offered free tix to Beyond, was wondering if u wanted to go halves in some Cialis actually....

xTom


I don't think I'm going to answer. I think I want to be a little mysterious. I seem to want to hermit myself away from everyone, at the moment, not sure why. Ditch them all. I think I'm going to withdrawal.


Tom

I'm good. Lovely Wednesday.

No thanks to the cialis. I only want it when Tina is around.

christian


Although, I think the secret to withdrawing is not to make a big deal about it. If I suddenly shut down all communication that is a huge statement in itself. Be polite, answer emails, nicely and succinctly.

Remind me to tell you about g/dar later and Cal75. Ooops. I wish I hadn't opened that profile. But at least now I know and I won't open it again. First time I've bumped into the boyfriends on g/dar.

Tom was on too. I hope he didn't blab to the other two what my handle is. If Luke or Mark ask me who Chriso is, my reply will be Woody Allen's son. Quizzical look. Elizabeth Taylor's daughter, you know, the one with AIDS. Look of shock.


I logged onto gaydar to chat to Tom. I didn’t know if he was on, I just assumed.


From Chriso. 18.43

You’re always on here, doll. You must waste half your life in here. Deep down in the bizzaro nether world of gay.


From Chriso. 18.48

Clear nights (no dope), smelly things, (some bitch who didn’t douche) punching someone out and stomping on rats.


From Chriso 18.49

I know, I know, don`t mock me bitch!


Hah wasting my time on gaydar indeed!

Who are you to say I'm wasting it?

How do you know when I'm on here!!!

Oh, I couldn’t Instant Message back, I've run out ☺

Tom


I don't do that anymore, the *click* went off somehow.

Haven't you read my profile????

christian


Couldn't instant message back because you've run out... I rest my case.

(I have a cat and dog intensely vying for my attention. Swat, swat. Away!)

christian


Oh...yes, I have, but not for a while.

christian


Manny seems to have disappeared off the radar... but move my young...er...Athenian friend. Where's H/boy when I need him. He seemed nice.

christian


From Chriso19.07

Where might Pillock (surely it would have a capital letter?) Island be?


From Chriso19.07

John1977 looks so hot in his initial photo!


From Chriso19.08

Is this too many messages, doll?


From Chriso19.08

I think I`m in a very silly mood, all of a sudden


From Chriso 19.08

Did you get all of those, doll?


From Chriso19.09

I bet you thought I’d finished, hey?


From Chriso 19.09

Hoped maybe?


we don’t have to capitalise in gaydar Miss.

Do you mean ya BF Manny, or the very sexy Christos that's in chat right now??

Tom


Er...I meant B/F...um...sexy Christos in chat? Hmmm! That sounds good. Or should I say he...

christian


well u should its scintillating

Tom


From Chriso 19.06

Where`s that skany photographer when I need him. Some fat cow with a camera who wants to come over and take photos. I soooooo need new photos... do you think it is worth the risk? Although, if Mr Christos would come back from wherever, I wouldn`t need fatty with the digital. What do ya reckon?


yes and a good shag too I have heard – don’t ask me how...

Tom


How?

christian


reading as I type, doll...er...mate!

christian


u know it drives me nuts that i cant answer back

Tom


yes john1977 looks fucking gorgeous

6'5" tho

Tom


H/boy went over to dipryan's house he gave him a glowing report

ALRIGHT yes I have spent too much time on gaydar!

Tom


Yeah, H/boy seemed very keen last night... but the funny thing is, I'd feel unfaithful. So I just come on here to play and talk to you, of course. My beautiful man will turn up eventually. He went to help his ex-boyfriend move house, two days ago. Just can't trust them ex-b's, that's what I reckon.

christian


From Chriso 19.25

Do you think I should tell t/white that he should never wear matching co-ordinates, especially in mauve!


yes!!!!!!!!

tell him i dare ya!

Tom


if there's anyone u can trust its him come into chat if u want i invite youse

Tom


And now I'm free to suck your blood!

christian


I'm not good in chat...besides, you don't like me in there anyway.

christian


Talking of cute, affirmation. Yum! (What is it): P. I'd never dare to message him, but.

christian


It's funny how i shy away from boys who don't practise safe sex, and yet I have never a second thought about Manny' status

christian


Woof!!!!!! to affirmation. Just my type. (Do you know I nearly messaged him, just in the nick of time did I realise I was in the wrong profile) Big smile

christian


you know i love youse in chat – I only don’t like it when u pick on me

Tom


Tom and I chatted on gaydar for hours – 6.30pm to 11pm. (What a waste of time, hey?) But he got the shits in the end because I was teasing him and snitted off to bed.

I lay on the couch and read my earliest journal. I think it’s quite good.

I was in bed at midnight.


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