I can vague out sitting on the toilet, be miles away in some thought, off in some twilight world, when I'm taken back to my childhood, at the precise moment that I wet the bed, when I nonchalantly piss. Whatever the visual is in my head, for a millisecond, it doesn't match the physical act, like motion sickness, which was the wake up trigger for me as a child. I shiver, as I remember all those times, as a kid, where I was dreaming of taking a leak and as soon as I let go, I'd be woken in my bed, sometimes, still in the act of wetting the sheets; with that feeling of being out of place, being caught out, of falling, wanting to call out Nooooooooooooooo!.
I wet my bed until I was quite old, five or six, maybe a bit older. It wasn't until we were away on holidays with my cousins and they all had to see the upturned mattress drying that I decided that I would never wet my bed again and I never did.
I shuddered, as an adult, as my five year old self made his presence felt. It's interesting how strong those embarrassing moments, as a child, still are.
Funny the things you think, hey?
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